Time to let go

We had an office meeting this morning and I was on hot seat! I felt like there's a cold water running down from my head to toe. I was really nervous since yesterday, I know i had shortcomings and the time has come for me to face the consequence..

What happened this morning creeps inside my thoughts and the pain affects my peace.. my joy. I hate myself for my wrong decisions that made me struggle today. Though I feel miserable and defeated, I know what I’m going through is just the work of devil. He makes me feel desperate and weak.

I want to overcome this feeling, Jesus please give me hope and courage! I believe in Your Words and You are my refuge.

"Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid." (John 14:27 NIV).

"Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me. Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him, my Savior and my God (Psalm 42:11)."

"But blessed is the man who trusts in the LORD, whose confidence is in him. He will be like a tree planted by the water that sends out its roots by the stream. It does not fear when heat comes; its leaves are always green. It has no worries in a year of drought and never fails to bear fruit (Jeremiah 17:7-8)."

I want to let go of the past. I surrender them all to you Jesus. Please heal me, bring peace and joy into my heart and my mind.


  1. Mami Elvz, God has a plan for everything... I hope eveything went well despite being on the hot seat....

  2. Hi Zriz!

    Yeah i'm ok now :) Thanks for your concern. Huggss ^_^

  3. oh mommy! i really understand. i was in the same situation too but maybe in a different sense. but anyway, just hold on and God will make you strong.

    love and kisses!